I read your blog and wonder how can I not feel broken on ur behalf? I don't want to call u. I just dialled ur number to remind u that I am still here. What would I have said when u picked up the phone. U must have known what I would have said anyway if u did answer my call.

Remember us
Friends who dare to oppose u
Protecting u was our intention
There's no need to be afraid
Trust our devotion
We're saying a prayer for u to grow
We're hold out a light for you
To find your way home

I even left a blatantly "Jenn" message in ur Friendster. I might even risk our friendship by being a perpetual pest in reminding u to return. I don't know what I might do. I just don't know. I am too tired to think now. Tomorrow is an early day. It is also an opportunity for you to consider what is best for ur life. What u do today will have an impact in eternity.

I found it hard to not believer... that u will return.