Encountering God

I am encountering God again in my wilderness. The first wilderness was when Josh's condition which we have. now come to terms with and still praying for God's intervention in Josh's life. The new wilderness is Jo-En's eczema and allergies. We ar eon our wit's end. We are clueless to his seemingly worsening condition after taking all the precaution in his diet and keeping him moisturised constantly. SW and I are tired. Very tired and very weary. The burden is heavy. I am praying for a miracle. I am going back to my pentecostal roots to seek for deliverance from this mess that the fallen world has created. I am claiming God's word on the lives of my children and my wife. I am praying and believing. Yet I am thoroughly aware of God's sovereignty over all things for the joy of all men. I do not want to doubt, I believe. I have not done these things for a long time since freelancing. Work has caused me not to do the things I need to do most, namely in prayer, reading the Bible, meditaion on what I read and listening to God.
I am so tired, Lord.
I will trust in You as I lay my weary soul to sleep.