Have you ever

Have you ever hung out with a person who does nothing but complain and bitch about another person because you do not agree with what the other person does? They are so dem annoying; they do nothing nothing for themselves by talking bad about the other person. It just shows that they have small minds, be cause small minds discuss people - that disgust me! Arhghg!

That person is me.

I was greatly humbled by Kai En when we're hanging out after shoot last night (coz today is her 23rd birthday). I told them about an incident at work. She simply replied "So? Just do your thing and let him do his." That shut me up and I felt a jolt of humility through my system. What was that? Was it the Holy Ghost moving in me? I knew the Lord was doing something because I was totally shut out from the world around me and I took a deep look into my system and asked myself "What have I become?" I do not like what I see. I really should do some soul-searching when I travel to New Zealand for the "Sense of Home" production. I really really need to re-evaluate and find out once again where my "sense of home" is. Bitching and complaining has no place in this house. I wouldn't want Chia Ee to hear me bad-mouth others; neither do I want him to do that to others. O, the condition I am in! ARhghgh...

Pray away... pray away... pray it away
Take away from my system that which has no place to stay
Tear away whatever that causes grief to my family
They have no place in me
I will not let them have a stronghold on me
I will it because You will me to be
So I will trust in You and pray it all away

Amen