I am already 31 years old and new life had begun (fatherhood) before the other one ended (living as a married, yet care free life). I somehow feel that my mission in life is incomplete. Yes, Chia Ee and SW are my priorities now, but I feel that there are unfinished work to be done for the Lord in R-age, but I know the Lord will provide the workers for His ministry. I have not been there since the start of the year, but everytime I read e-mails by boss and read about R-age in Grace bulletin or Grace Pointer, I wished I had been there. But changes are inevitable and I concede to my fate. My fate is in God's hands. I have run my course and I am only moving on outside of R-age. This was expected eventhough I didn't want it to happen, but the circumstances and time just seems right to forge ahead. I miss doing youth ministry. I miss inspiring people. I may not have as many chance as I had in R-age, but the Lord have paved a way for me to reach out to others at work, play and most of all at home. No matter how much I miss doing things I used to do, I will not exchange being Daddy to Chia Ee to those things. I considered my ministry a failure if I fail my family.

From reports I heard, the ministry is doing great! I rejoice greatly upon hearing that. This year is R-age's 10th Anniversary, I'll definitely be there! I already told Joey that I'd like to help in someways for some event he is running. I look forward to doing something for it.

Lord, You are the blazing centre of everything I do

and the reason why I do them