Did you see it coming?

You used to rely on the Lord with your whole heart. Your relationship with God was more important than the cares of this world. You used to be so eager to learn, so eager to explore where your young, innocent and intuitive mind. Today, I see a different you. You seemed to have it all, but you actually lost your zeal. Do you know that you can be seen by all and yet no one really knows what is going through inside your head?

When did it begin to go wrong? When did you begin to silence your conscience when it was screaming out to you do the right thing? When did you shut the lit on the Spirit of God that prays with groaning which words cannot explain? Don't be an expert in covering your wrong steps. Where you are at is not a lie, you ended at where you're at because you stop doing what u used to do. I do not know what you did to make it go on a down-grade, but I know what u didn't do. Have you gone for bible-study lately? Have you spent time praying alone lately? Have you worship the Lord in everything u do?

Pls do not misundertand me. I am not talking about a life that is impossible to live by, but a purpose in life that is waiting for u to realise and explore. Can you remember when everything was simple then and you didn't care about what others thought about you? You were so carefree. U had wings that are fresh and u can't wait to flucture and fly away. You weren't ready for the world, but you went out anyway. I knew you would crash-land, that is why I was always praying and waiting for u to realised your mistake. There are many lessons that u need to learn before u start conquering, but before that u must train and be well equipted. Don't believe everything the world tells u. They tell u that u are ready to go; they tell u that u have to be independant; they tell u to do what u feel like doing and dun let others stop you. But where did those voices take u to?

When did it all went wrong? What did u stop doing that cause the decline in your life? Get back to God. Get covered by Him while His grace still abounds. Did u realise your decline? It has arrived and you are sliding further downwards with each act of willful abandonement of what u used to hold on to.

I don't what you to fall away. I will be there when u need a hand and help pull u out of the mud.