Climbing mountains

I feel like I am climbing a mountain with a gentle slop. I keep climbing but do not know when to stop to take a rest or a piss. This makes me edgy at certain times and I feel that I am losing myself to the cycle that I have brought upon myself. Now that the production of the new season of "The Pupil" is underway, I am finding lots of time, ironically, to think about my life once again. Yes, I may be busy, but this time round, I have an intern of is also my boom operator. The time spent out of the main set and away from the cramp office space (where the most funny moments happens incidentally), gives me space to think as I wait for the next scene or shot. We are already in our sixth day of production and I am trying to make much of the time I have to rethink; re-evaluate and to revive my soul to be alive again before we move out of the office set and begin the tiring and treacherous reality of filming in non-controlled environments; before the heat and the fatigue gets to me and render me useless, ordinary or just going through the motions. I don't want to live that way. I don't want to live that way...

Let's see what shall become of me in the days to come...