Hurt

"p/s: i feel the hurt when i tell people i dont go to church anymore. dear God, do you feel hurt too?"

That's the parting thought of a former cell girl after a ranting session on her blog. As I read her entry, there is a great feeling of unbelief in it. Everything Christian seems to sink into the category of "cliche". Belief has been taken over by doubt. Trust in self has taken the place of trust in God. Once we doubted our abilities and trusted in God. Today's people put doubt in God and place themselves above all else. I let u read the reply I posted. I am not ashamed and I careless what her non-christian readers think about me. If we care so much about what other think about us then make sure that God gets the glory. To be a fool for God is more precious than being a pot of gold.

"p/s: i feel the hurt when i tell people i dont go to church anymore..."

I don't thing God give us a guilt trip if we don't go to church. What causes the hurt is the screaming of whatever spirituality your spirit has left after being saffocated by all the fats of mainstream ideal. That voice that screams out in pain is called "conscience". It's your soul's warning system that something has gone wrong. Listen and trust that soul's warning system. Pull up the aircraft before it collides with the mountain. The conscience is not the Holy Spirit, but the sky light which the sunlight shines through. How much is polluted will determined how much light reaches the ground.

I don't want you to hurt anymore. Get back to when everything was fine. WHen trusting God was everything eventhough u don't know what the future brings. The rut usually begins when we cease doing the things we used to do, i.e. praying, reading the bible, prefer hanging out elsewhere than church or with Church people. I thank God that u still feel the pinch of not going to church. Somewhere and somehow u have stopped doing one of these things that climax into this entry today. Get back to where u alighted and start living by faith again.

I don't know if God hurts(sic), but I know I do.

Always a FOOL(z) for YOU

: )X

edit: the last line should be "I don't know if God is hurting but I do"

God pls protect your precious few.