Something to look forward to

So many things are coming up over the next couple of months. I hope all those plans will not backfire and leave me with nothing to look forward to.

1) Long awaiting jam with Gloria and CFS
2) May be involved in a major shoot that will last almost 2 months
3) Meet up with some loved ones (shameless ones, u know who u are!)

Lately I am reading a book called "Sounds Original" by Keith Desmond who is a BBC sound recordist. It was a kind of memoir of his travels as a documentary soundman. This book is filled with adventures of his travels around the world. His experiences in Africa is a delight to read as they are filled with a great sense of humour (I like to think that most of us Sound Recordist are like that). It really inspired me in what I do and do it better and not to be ashamed of making mistakes (because we can learn from them). One of the surprise in this book was his sharing of his Faith mentioned in various chapters (one on evolution and an interview with a Bishop with is my favourite). I am half way though the book now. I can't put it down once I start. Once I have to force myself to start because I was controlling not to laugh too hard on the train (a part about a toilet roll holder, a toilet and a door).

One book that I am trying to get back on track is James Dobson's ""Brining Up Boys" which is helping me shape my perception about Joshie and being a father. It's quite a heavy book with all the statistics, expert opinions and advices. I jolly well heed them because I know I will benefit from it. One point that stood out for me is a reminder of the man I used to be. Dr Dobson advices us to instill "an unshakable love for Jesus" No I am not losing my love for Christ. I just didn't express it more than I used to. Nonetheless everything in life is not lovey dovey all the time, but when I think about the love of Christ, which my love for Him won't merit more love for me (because even the smallest drop of his love is sufficient for me), I find strength.

Received a call from a dear Brother late last night. He is looking for acceptance from the ones that matter most. He is also searching for the joy that once engulfed him. I seemed a hazy distant now, but I believe when the haze clear the promise land is within touching distance.