I love my job

Yesterday I had some reaction that sent some shock waves through my systems. I was chatting with the cameraman that I was working with. I learned that there are those in the industry who form fraternities and they will exclusively work with these close knitted group of people if they have they can help it. This is very helpful way of helping one another in the industry. I do not belong to any of these groups, but when I realised that it existed, I had a panic-attack. I suddenly wonder if I'll ever have work in face of such "competition". Then I calmed down and pondered: hasn't the Lord been providing me with work week after week for the past two year? Why worry? There is nothing to worrk about but it did highlight a problem in my attitude. My motivation could be swayed and think nothin but money.

Dang! That a shock to my system because my conscience warned me not to sway in my focus. The Holy Spirit jolt in my system really helped me a great deal, if it hasn't I'll be worried and doing silly things to PR and solicit for work. Oh Jenn, live and walk by faith continually!!

The Lord is good and He takes care of those who are His. I am forever grateful for the blessings, failures and trials that He sent my way. Whether in good or bad times, God has always been good. I there is nothing to worry about, I do not need to conform myself to this world's pattern to be successful. I will only conform myself to word of God and pray that besides getting work, I'll also be sowing the gospel seeds and reaping part of God's great harvest.

Proverbs 23: 4-5a

Do not weary yourself to gain wealth,
Cease from your consideration of it.
When you set your eyes on it, it is gone...