In times like these

I won't talk to u again until u tell me "Don't change your opinion of me when I'm down, down on my knees..."

Oh, pls forgive me for being so harsh. I have been warned that in youth ministry, if u love your youths, u've gotta be prepared for headaches, heartaches and lots of tears. Yet in the midst of these, we must trust God. Coz when we fail with our human strenth, God's hands will never fail us! Even if we fail, even if our youths fail. God's hands is still upon them and by His grace, He will woo them back into His arms. I trust u, Lord! I have to, I have no other way. The only way for me humanly is anger and sadness. But u see my disappointment and u collect all my prayers. If I don't trust u, then who can I trust?

How can I bear to watch them all fall and not help them up? They will fall again, I will still help them up. People gave up on me, but I proved to them that I can get back up and pack a greater punch because I trust the Lord. And though I messed up so many times in my youth. I messed up and lived to warn others not to go that way. Don't go that way, I plead with u all. Don't go that way...