My Backside

My Backside again
Originally uploaded by drumdeadcrazy.

That's me playing with CFS at SonicEdge. After looking at this pict, I really wanna jam with with CFS again, but dunno when we'll meet to do just that. I'm suppose to be paniking about the EA trip, but here I am at Joey's house surfing the net and wasting time doing something else but that!

Seriously, I don't know where or how to begin since my Mandarin is so bad. But I know I have to try. I somehow believe that I could do it if I put in effort, but at the rate that i am going, I am going to fail miserable. Even if I succeed, if I do it and let other spoon-feed everything I say (with little or no effort on my part), I may succeed but succeed miserably.

So I have to make a choice. To make much of what God has given me or to waste my time further.

Jenn Jenn... sigh...